I feel pathetic and lonely.

I miss a lot of people right now, even the ones who treated me badly.

Pat, it would be nice to talk to you. But I am too afraid to pick up my phone because you act like a completely different person. It scares me.

It is hard to fall out of love with people you dream about every night.


  1. You are good.

    Living is what wastes your life away.

  2. i often get angry at the feeling of missing people, then i feel silly for being mad at a feeling.

  3. I don't know if I feel angry at the feelings, the people, or myself. Probably all of the above.

  4. the next time you are uncomfortable, send a text message from your cell phone describing where you are and what you are doing in extreme detail to all of your ex-boyfriends.

  5. haha genius. I have a feeling that wouldn't go too well though.