28.9.11

The heaviness, the lightness, in doing something stupid. Avoiding Kant for a week. Cold nights and toes. I am single again. I fucked up my life as I am prone to do when things get...I don't know. I got my own new place, it is a little bachelor with a tiny deck and no counter space. I spent 200 dollars at the Asian market today getting staples. I can't wait to cook, drink a glass of wine, listen to soft folk music and watch the [future] snow from my big windows. I am being irresponsible.

4 comments:

  1. wow that's a lot of changes in a short time. Sounds a little scary- remember if you need someone to talk to and the gillion people that you'd go to first have disappeared somehow, you can email old Isaac. (I guess calling is possible too, we do live in the future)

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  2. It's only stupid if nothing good comes from it in the end. Being irresponsible is sometimes the only way to unburden yourself. Go with it.

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  3. Being stupid is stupid, don't listen to Jeremiah. Pull your shit together and be responsible for fuck sakes. No point looking back.

    I loved your last post, by the way.

    You're smart, attractive and interesting, you don't have the luxury of being an idiot.

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  4. I'm not being stupid, I'm being irresponsible - and only in the best, most un-burdening ways. I'll go with Jeremiah on this one ;)

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